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• 倍金萬
• 2020/11/20 (Fri) 09:24
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Gonko-san,

I said selfishly that I am God, but sometimes it is more convenient to think this way. When people encounter difficulties, they may turn to God （ or religion ） or consult fortune tellers, but I, being of a stingy nature, try to solve the problem by myself.

So to speak, I think the only person I have to rely on in the end is myself. Well, for physical matters, such as illness, you have to go to a doctor, but mental matters are not necessarily solved by others in the broadest sense of the word. I believe that in the end you have to steer your own course.

• ひろ
• 2020/11/20 (Fri) 18:03
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My relatives who arrived in Japan contacted me.

I also found this hard to believe, so I posted it in
"Anything related to travel to Japan," topic.

• ゴン子
• 2020/11/21 (Sat) 09:11
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#2200
Double Money Man
I'll try to keep a low profile, though, as we both seem to get excited about off-topic topics.
I know what you mean. When I have a problem that I can't help myself with, I go outside (porch or yard) and talk to myself quietly by myself. My neighbors will think I am chatting on the phone.
Then I will talk to my inner supporter (angel or ancestor (my grandfather, I think)). This is a good thing because it will calm my mind naturally. I also believe that there is some holy spirit in nature.
There is a mountain that I can always see from my house, and when I pass by on the freeway, I cross it
I casually look at it, and for some reason, I naturally take a deep breath. I always do, so it's strange.
Also, the power spot for me was a boat ride in Arashiyama, Kyoto, by the lakeside leading to a tumbling
river.
As I wrote in the infidelity topic, when I was 51 years old, I was devastated by my husband's betrayal and spent a lot of time in agony and worry, feeling so lost and helpless. On a trip to Japan, I was on a boat with my two children and my son was rowing the oars, and for some reason, he suddenly entered my heart with a "it's ok, it's ok, it's nothing, don't worry about it ！" feeling.
"It's okay, it's okay, you can forgive him now," he kept whispering to me. It is strange because it happened when I was not thinking about him, and I did not consult him about anything. I wonder if there is some kind of noble spirit in that old famous Arashiyama spot. After that day, my cloudy mind became like a sunny day, and my heavy heart became clear and light. I was so troubled and even though my children told me simply and casually, "Forget it, if you don't like it, just leave," I was instead repulsed and angry. I really wonder why I could honestly follow the voice from nature whispered to me on the lake.
Three years later, when I visited there when I had no worries, partly to thank them, I didn't feel anything. I guess you can really save me in a pinch.

• 今って
• 2020/11/21 (Sat) 09:18
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You leave the seats empty between passengers ？.

• ひろ
• 2020/11/21 (Sat) 13:02
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I mean I was scared because there were no empty seats between passengers.

There was only 1 － 2 empty seats in the back and everything else was filled.

The PCR test on arrival was negative, but I am worried that if I was infected on the plane
it would not show up on the test right away.